An absolute heartbreak....

Words cannot even express at this time how I am feeling..

all I can say is my feelings are raw.. and all too familiar.

I lost my lil man Scout on Saturday night…

not lost like I will find him.. because he was too babied to be out of

my sight for ANY length of time…and we were never out of HIS sight for

any length of time…

But lost as in……. he is no longer on this earth with me (us),

The only thing I can take comfort in right now that he is right next

To his sister Bailey and she is giving him a good bath like she used to, and

They are BOTH happy.

It was sudden, it was unforeseen, and apparently his time, as much as I don’t

Agree with it.

All I know is we did everything humanly possible, and it just wasn’t enough.

When I get the courage, and strength I will post the details, but at this time it

Is just too raw and I am still in total denial.

Comments

[celine navarro]

oooh no honey!!!! :( I feel heartbroken to read this!!!! May Scout find his buddy Bailey up there...

[Cammy]

I just found your blog and am trying to type this through my tears. My heart goes out to you. We lost our beloved Genevieve last December and not a day goes by that I don't think of her.

My thoughts are with you.

Cammy

[ArtsyMama]

I am SO VERY sorry. Huge hugs to you, dear!!!!
Kari

[Deryn Mentock]

Oh, sweetie...I'm so sorry.

[Amy Duncan]

Stacie - hadn't checked your blog for a while - I was stunned to read about Scout - I know how terrible and sad you feel- he was a great dog and you were a great mom- I will be thinking of you

[tracie Huskamp]

OMG!!! STACEY.. I am SO VERY VERY VERY SORRY for your loss!!!!!

Nothing.. and I do mean NOTHING prepares us.

Please.. please take care of yourself!

SENDING MUCH PEACE and LIGHT TO YOU DEAR ONE!

[debtrotter]

Sweet Scout is now with Bailey. I know both of your furry children are watching over you. I am so very sorry, Stacie, that Scout has left his earthly home where he was loved and honored, as doggies should be... but wasn't he lucky to have you as his master? I am sending you love...

Deb

[liz smith]

omg stacie--i am SO sorry!!! i love you and am here if you need ANYTHING. take care
much love
liz xx

[liz smith]

omg stacie--i am SO sorry!!! i love you and am here if you need ANYTHING. take care
much love
liz xx

[tracy]

sweet friend. I love you. oxox

[erika]

Stacie,
so sorry to hear about Scout! Oh sad you two must be. Sending you positive thoughts.
Erika

[gina]

Stacie,
I am sending you white light and prayers. I am so sorry to hear this. Know I am here is you need me! I feel your loss. I am so sad for you. Take care of yourself.

[Darlene]

Stacie, I am so sorry to hear about your loss of Scout. I can understand those raw feelings. It is pure misery to lose a cherished pet. I went through it four years ago when I lost Teddi. We never get over losing our pets. The online Rainbow Bridge helped me during those first sad months. Please take care!!!

[Karen Smithey]

I am so sorry. These losses are so hard to take--it always seems wrong that someone so completely loving has to be taken...

Lots of hugs. I'll be thinking of you.

[erika]

What a touching gift! How are you feeling? Haven't heard from you in awhile and thought I should check in to see what you have been up to...

[Maija Lepore]

OMG, Stacie! I am so sorry you have to go through this again. My heart is breaking for you. I wish I could take away some of your pain. You are in my thoughts.
Big hug and kiss...

[natalie]

Oh Stacie, I am so sorry to hear about Scout. Always remember that you were such a great mama and papa to both Scout, and Bailey......and how much you all loved each other.

[Miz Carla]

awwww Jeezus Stacie. I am so sorry.

Sending you big big hugs sweet girl.

[Beth Davis]

My heart goes out to you, Stacie! I'm so very sorry. I'll be praying for you and your family in the upcoming days.

Bless your heart...after losing Bailey, and not that long ago, this has to be harder than hard!

Love 'N Hugs,

Beth Davis

[Suzanne]

Oh Stacie!!!! I am so, so sorry to read of this! Life just seems so unfair sometimes--to lose both of your beloved pets in such a short amount of time! It is heartbreaking. But I know those two doggies could not have had a more loving Mom! Please hold onto that thought and find comfort in it!
Hugs,
Suzanne

[Dawn]

I am so very sorry for your loss ~ a member of the family is never let go without much, much sadness. My thoughts are with you, Dawn

[Amy Higgins]

Stacie,
I'm sorry to hear such sad news. I'm thinking of you and believe that both Bailey and Scout are watching over you now. Take care.

[barbara karr]

Dear Stacie, I am so sorry for your loss and know that right now you are feeling lost as well...please accept my sincerest sympathy...barbara

[Holly]

My thoughts are with you right now - I lost my beloved girl dog last winter and my heart is still very heavy. The days will get a little better with each passing one and you'll get "there"... I promise. I'm sending you big Internet hugs and all my support.

Take care,
Holly

[hope]

I am so sorry - Scout was such a great dog - I remember when I was visiting how when you were sick he stayed by your bedside the whole time.
I am heart broken, I am here if you need me...

[Debbie Miller]

Oh Stacie, I am so so sorry. Life sucks sometimes. You take care of YOU right now, ok?. You have that sweet baby to think of and I know how devestating this is for you, but please take care of yourself. You have my prayers as does Scout.

[Sandy]

I am so, so sorry. I know how hard it is to lose a beloved pet.

[Lisa]

Oh Stacie...I am sorry to hear about Scout. I am sure this is a very difficult time for you, but I know that Scout had a wonderful like and that you were the best owner ever. My thoughts are with you.

[Conni Reed]

Oh my gosh, Stacie, I am so sorry! My heart and thoughts are completely with you! I can only imagine how you are feeling now.