Drowning in Inadequacies

The moment I start to feel as if things are making a change for the better is the moment I get slammed with feelings of Inadequacies.

I am drowning in it. My job--just want to crawl in a hole and not come out until I feel just a smidge of intelligence (which may never come about) I am questioning everything in my life.. (mid life crisis at 33???)

I am feeling socially inept, but yet I am starving for friendship. I called my girlfriend today and literally begged her "will you PLEASE go out to dinner with me this week I need to talk to someone" I am feeling inadeguate in every way imaginable -- work, art, relationship w/hubby, friends, and family. What do I do??? Keep plugging along like I am okay ??(which is what I normally do)

I know everyone goes through things like this but it seems like such a loney place to be. I guess I will just plug along, and ride out the storm.

**just talking out loud I guess**

Comments

[norma]

See Jane Run, I LOVE your page. I so wish I could do mine over. I hate the page I did. Too busy. Yours is too cool. xoxo Norma

[Genie]

Girl I am the same age and feel the same way. I cried on thursday night because all I wanted to do was hang out with a GIRL and have some drinks and be silly.

I don't live that far from you and considering meeting you at AF a big blessing...keep your chin up. If you need artgirl cheering up, always feel free to call...with my arm/nerve pain issues, I can't work or do much of anything so I"m just wandering around the house feeling sorry for myself.

By the way, Bailey's tiara is beautiful.

[Mom]

Maybe your'e feelong inadequate BUT YOUR'E NOT! Sorry to hear your'e feeling low. Probably a lot of it is your cold and new job. Hang in, we all feel like this sometimes. Call me when you feel like it.
Love you.

[Carla]

sending a big hug and lots of strength(((((Stacie)))))) these feelings will pass honey. I returned from Artfest completely depressed (and sick)... feeling better and more like myself now though.

Wish I was closer..I'd jump at the chance to hang out with you!!

xoxo
Carla